Saturday 30 November 2013

When I say


When I say I am tired, it means  I am too lazy to continue
When I say I am a strong girl, doesn’t mean I don’t need anyone
When I say I don’t trust you, I don’t wanna burden you any longer
When I say I am too weak to do something, It means that I am strong enough to help others
When I say you need to move on, it’s me who need that
When I say I will help you, I am the one who need the help
When I say I will obey you, there’s a doubt in me
When I say I will always smile, there’s a single tears at the corner of my eyes waiting to fall
When I say you need to stop crying, I talk to myself
When I say I am okay, I am broken to pieces
When I say I already forget you, it means that you always stuck in my mind no matter what I do
When I say I hate you, it means that I try really hard not to hate myself
When I ask you to go away,my head beg you to never leeve me behind
When something bad happened and I choose to keep quiet, it means that I blame myself
When I don’t wear angry face after what someone did, it means that I am scared of being hated

My life is a lie. Why is it so hard to stop this ? Cause I know I am too scared to quit. Cause I am scared of being hated.

Sunday 10 November 2013

Sebuah Kebetulan

Kita duduk berdua di bangku yang sama melakukan hal yang berbeda
Kita saling kenal tapi tak terlihat begitu

Mungkin, kita hanya dua orang asing yang kebetulan duduk di bangku yang sama