When I say I am tired, it means I am too lazy to
continue
When I say I am a strong girl, doesn’t mean I don’t
need anyone
When I say I don’t trust you, I don’t wanna burden you any
longer
When I say I am too weak to do something, It means that I
am strong enough to help others
When I say you need to move on, it’s me who need that
When I say I will help you, I am the one who need the help
When I say I will obey you, there’s a doubt in me
When I say I will always smile, there’s a single tears at
the corner of my eyes waiting to fall
When I say you need to stop crying, I talk to myself
When I say I am okay, I am broken to pieces
When I say I already forget you, it means that you always
stuck in my mind no matter what I do
When I say I hate you, it means that I try really hard not
to hate myself
When I ask you to go away,my head beg you to never leeve me
behind
When something bad happened and I choose to keep quiet, it
means that I blame myself
When I don’t wear angry face after what someone did, it
means that I am scared of being hated
My life is a lie. Why is it so hard to stop this ? Cause I
know I am too scared to quit. Cause I am scared of being hated.