Saturday 4 August 2018

[Question Diary] What's your number 1 goal in life?

It's august now.

Aku selalu sebut bulan agustus sebagai bulanku. Bulan ini selalu jadi bulan yang spesial setiap tahunnya. Karena untuk pertama kalinya Allah tunjukkan dunia kepadaku di bulan agustus.


My next question for question diary is . . .


What's your number 1 goal in life?

I dont have an exact goal in my life. I have been wondering this for a while. And then that time of my life came unannounced. Yeah, that time when I felt so depressed about everything. Then I realized, that what I need in life is only

a happiness . . .

That's what truely important for me at that time, and maybe for many years ahead.

People said everything changes when something happened.

Whether it's you who changed, or your view about life. 

That's true for me. 

I never know that happiness will be this important for my life.

I always think that money, carier, or soulmate is the one we should pursue in life. 

Not knowing that I have to be happy first before I get that money, carier, soulmate or anything.

So that I can appreciate those money when I get it. 

So that I can take a good care of my carier.

So that I can make him happy someday.

And finding that happiness isn't an easy thing when you're an INFP.  

It doesn't mean that an INFP is hard type of personality to be happy. It's just that I think too much to have a relaxing time and keep on blaming myself.

But I'm trying.

I'm still trying now. 

I have that little happiness.

It's not as little as you think.

I thin my current happiness is big and small at the same time.

Big for someone to see, and  small to me because I want to  build another happiness inside of me.

I hope that I get that happiness wherever I go and whatever decision I make.