Saturday 30 November 2013

When I say


When I say I am tired, it means  I am too lazy to continue
When I say I am a strong girl, doesn’t mean I don’t need anyone
When I say I don’t trust you, I don’t wanna burden you any longer
When I say I am too weak to do something, It means that I am strong enough to help others
When I say you need to move on, it’s me who need that
When I say I will help you, I am the one who need the help
When I say I will obey you, there’s a doubt in me
When I say I will always smile, there’s a single tears at the corner of my eyes waiting to fall
When I say you need to stop crying, I talk to myself
When I say I am okay, I am broken to pieces
When I say I already forget you, it means that you always stuck in my mind no matter what I do
When I say I hate you, it means that I try really hard not to hate myself
When I ask you to go away,my head beg you to never leeve me behind
When something bad happened and I choose to keep quiet, it means that I blame myself
When I don’t wear angry face after what someone did, it means that I am scared of being hated

My life is a lie. Why is it so hard to stop this ? Cause I know I am too scared to quit. Cause I am scared of being hated.

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